judge me.

childhood, snuffed out at its prime.



breaks my heart..

though i sleep

Though I sleep, my heart is awake Though It's night, on you I wait It's been a long night, and I am weary It's been a long time, and I am hungry So I'll wait in the stillness again I'll wait in the quiet again For when I heard your voice When you said my name My heart it yearned In the middle of the night My heart it yearns Though you're far away, still I'm here to say I am yours

in love

I will waste my life I'll be tested and tried
With no regrets inside of me to find I'm at your feet

I'll leave my father's house and I'll leave my mother
I'll leave all I have known and I'll have no other

I am in love with you

There is no cost
There is no loss
I want to take your name
I want to cling to you

I'll say goodbye to my father my mother
I'll turn my back on every other lover
and I'll press on

Nizhny Novgorod

these pictures are late. ive been soooo busy the past weeks. Unfortunately, instead of being sent to St Pete, I was told to go directly to Nizhny Novgorod for a business trip.

Nizhny Novgorod is the 4th administrative city of Russia (the other three are Moscow, St Petersburg and Novosibirsk) and it is part of the Unesco World Heritage Sites (coz it was a fort during WW2). It is home to the famous Volga River and it is where the Volga cars are manufactured.

Its a kinda-small city. when i got there with my officemate ira, it was pretty warm and dusty on the first week. Its also kinda run-down. The first thing that came to mind when we were in a taxi to Ikea was omg so Soviet! the buildings were crumbling, the streets were dusty, and there was one main street. it was quite nice for a 2-week trip and a bit laid-back compared to Moscow.

PS. forgot to reset the date so all the dates in the photos are wrong. hehe.